Surviving the madness: My personal journey
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My dream question to answer: can I explain my research to a 5-year old kid?
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≻: My dream question to answer: can I explain my research to a 5-year old kid?This really challenges me to navigate through those unnecessary complexities, made up structure, big terms and concepts. Beyond that, I…
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Writing paper for my dream journal: self doubt and fear is blind
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≻: Writing paper for my dream journal: self doubt and fear is blindThere is always no sufficient evidence to justify our self-doubt and fear, doesn’t it? However, we tend to isolate and…
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心气散了
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≻: 心气散了我疲倦不堪, 仅仅是在这个世界存在。 我是一个陀螺, 我自己转我自己。 可我自己是谁? 像这样宏大的问题, 忘记问了, 就再活一天。 我想停, 但时间不许, 脑不许,心不许。 又或者是 我的恐惧不许, 似乎停下来后的未知, 比累下去的未知, 更加面目狰狞, 更加虚无缥缈。 我长大了, 长成了一个步履不停的, 胆小鬼。
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When ”Gained nothing = Won everything”
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≻: When ”Gained nothing = Won everything”All of our efforts are steadily progressing because we are prioritizing honesty throughout the journey. We are moving forward one…
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Embrace tears and vulnerability: it won’t hurt anything
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≻: Embrace tears and vulnerability: it won’t hurt anythingHaving no idea about, since when, that I started feeling ashamed of my emotional vulnerability including tears. I guess that…
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Is it a competition of identity-seeking ?
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≻: Is it a competition of identity-seeking ?While reading articles in the top journal, I can feel the efforts that researchers are putting into differentiating themselves from…
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Meta-Universe: Sun-Earth-Moon-Atom-Nuclear
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≻: Meta-Universe: Sun-Earth-Moon-Atom-NuclearAt the most basic level, the universe can be understood as matter (chemicals) + forces (especially gravity), interacting over time.…
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Traumatised by Unreal Math Teacher…(temporary title)
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≻: Traumatised by Unreal Math Teacher…(temporary title)My reaction toward the question from one senior researcher asking for my grading logic caught up my attention. Like I…
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Doomscrolling in Academic Writing
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≻: Doomscrolling in Academic WritingI use the term “bad pieces” to refer to writing in which the author lacks experience, motivation, intention, or the…
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When to rest in a work flow?
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≻: When to rest in a work flow?I like to take a break when I know how to do a certain task already. like the flow of…