My stomach hurts.
Is it the spicy local food in this city?
Is it the complexity of my relationships with people?
Is it the disappointment of a journal rejection?
Is it the uncertainty in my supervisor’s silence?
Is it the weight of a family trip I chose to take responsibility for—plus an uninvited extra?
Is it the clarity of not quite belonging in my home country?
Is it the uncertainty of building a home in a foreign one?
Is it the awareness of leaving one game, only to step into another?
She just replied.
